It was a sad day for me haha,
Thursday was the last day,
I got to enjoy the feeling of,
My great nan's house protecting me,
As of now I'll be staying with a friend,
Which I'm excited and nervous,
She's my best friend which is why I'm excited,
But I'm nervous because I don't want to be a burden,
That's a huge family trait,
We're confident but always feel we are in the way lol.
College things seem to be coming along,
Once my letters of rec are done I'll be good to go,
Then I gotta get all the fincial aid shit down,
*sighs* I just want everything to stop,
Lucky dance line is on a break along with my job,
So i'm not swamped with shit,
But I sort of don't want to go back to school,
I've missed three days and I just enjoy being in PA,
My nan took the family out shopping,
And I got a new phone and some really nice clothes,
Then of course I was able to swindle some games out of my Pop Pop <3
I got Persona 3 so once I beat P4 I can go backwards,
Plus some more DDR games,
So yeah that's my life as of now;
Boring and having no clue where I'm gonna end up,
Guess I'm just gonna have to float upstream with no paddle,
Wish me luck!

Homecoming was amazing,
We picked up Ty-Ty at his,
HUGE ASS MANSION HOUSE ON THE HILL,
It was gorgeous and I cried lol,
Him and I danced so hardcore,
And we would get so close to each other,
He would tilt his head like he was going to kiss me,
But then he wouldn't and I even mouthed it a few times,
And I was getting so nervous omg,
After the danced we chilled until like 11:30 haha,
It was like the funnest shit of my life,
But then today in band it legit felt like,
He was avoiding me all day,
And I totally called him out on it,
Because I don't play the guessing game anymore,
And he was just like, "I had an awkward day with Kobb,
So I've been chatting with him about it."
And I guess I can understand that..
I mean so much shit comes into play:
I'm a senior, I'm short, I'm 18, We both have dicks haha...
I mean the list goes on and on D:
He's really confused right now and I don't want to rush him,
So I'm just going to play it cool,
See how shit turns out over the course of this week,
Hopefully I can make some progress,
Wish me luck <3

I've applied to two schools:
Fashion Institue of Technology
Savannah School of Art and Design
It cost me 65 dollars ;A;
And to apply to UArts is 60 all by itself,
I seriously cried for my bank account haha.
So Ty-Ty and I are making great progress,
~THE GREATEST PROGRESS IN ALL OF PUPPY LOVE HISTORY~
Haha sorry had a FlapJack moment,
So on the bus ride home (friday) I was ranting,
And he leaned in really close to me,
But kept eye contact,
And for like 10 minutes we sat there bashing on,
Hackett and Steph and how they mack it a lil' too hard on the bus,
XD It was amazing hehe <3
He also accepted my invite to take pictures before home coming,
And go for pizza then a party afterwards,
He's gonna pay for my ticket *squeels* and we are wearing yellow *double squeel*
I almost got him to say he loves me too XD omg <3
Buck told me he loves my laugh but not me,
Which made me tear drop inside and today Ty-Ty goes,
"Brook, I love your laugh, who wouldn't enjoy it?"
And I was like, "Are you like Buck who only wants my laugh and not me D: "
And he hesitated for a moment then went, "No... I'm not like Buck."
XD SO CLOSE!
So life is really good right now,
I'm gonna try and go digit ninja on him and get his number,
ONE step AT a TIME <3

Just realized that he can now go,
Onto Y!Gallery *fufufufufufufu*

Going great so far,
Ty-Ty accepted my,
Homecoming invite
Now I gotta ask him,
If he wants to go get pictures,
Taken at my friend Sabby's before the dance,
And if he wants to get pizza with my crew,
After the dance lol I don't want to like,
Totally rape him which is why I will,
NOT GO TO SHANNON'S HOUSE; especial the basement,
Sex things happen down there...
Even if you don't want them to lol.
My danceline girls are going to be,
"Dark Angels" for halloween <3
With the black wings and halos,
And I'm going to be Charlie XD *is shot for fail*
PLUUUUUUUSSSSS I've been hardcore college searching,
And thinking over my decisions,
And I've realized I want to be an animator,
No ifs, ands, or buts,
Because in animation I can learn the skills,
That could easily launch me into Game Design.
So everything's looking up so I just hope it'll stay that way.

Yeah so...
Papa Brookie don't got no tablet,
LOL well actually that's not true,
I has a tablet just...
No pen to draw with XD
Shit sucks I'm like having withdrawal,
I seriously need to get my pixel on,
Before I go crazy physco bitch here.
So guess who's working with me now?
My ex bffl James :/
Not sure how I feel about that just yet,
But we'll see how things play out from here.
Stephy's been talking to Ty-Ty for me,
(Ty-Ty = my future husband),
And she asked him, "If Brook asked you,
To go to homecoming with him,
Would you?" and Ty-Ty shyly replied,
"Well I have no reason to say no..."
Not sure if that's a good or bad thing,
But I think I'm gonna ask him on Wednesday,
Wish me luck <3

BTW me x Tyler = total pedophile because he's 14...
DAMN BEING 18! D: